well hey there

Oh Life,
it's interesing isn't it. Right now I'm pretty content. My life is going pretty well. I mean it's pretty much, work, running, helping out my family, running, and hanging out with my AMAZING friends. Last time I wrote in here was on my birthday, damn that was a fun night. My girls ( plus Mike and Jimmy) took me out to Bahama Breeze, where I've never gone before and we had SUCH a nice meal. I got SUCH nice gifts too, way more than I deserve. Being at the beach was a nice start too.
I can't wait to hang out with Justine tomrrow. We're going to Slaw Slam I think and I'm gonna be PUMPED, if we get in. Plus it's Justine we always have fun.
Mary Evelyn is doing pretty well right now. She's almost as big as we need her to be, which is VERY good. Hopefully she'll have her surgery and get better. She's totally cute.
I can't believe schools not very far off. I really want my schedule!
I miss Ben and I don't like that he's at that boys scout thing, it sounds dangerous.
I HEART OTB!
Alright, gg. -Bernie

BEST BIRTHDAY EVER

Thanks for giving me the bestest birthday! I LOVE MY GIRLS! I still can't believe how much you did for me, like the presents dinner, the CARD the HARRY POTTER PARTY! haha
i love you all soooo soooooo much. I have to got to bed bc o wait 50 mile run tomorrow?!? haha i love you guys. nit!

mundane much?

have you ever thought about how you're life seems so intersting to you, but it's really not all that interesting?I mean like mine for example stuff happens and i'm like sweet! but yeah then i realize it's not all that cool. working running and hanging out pretty much = my life as of now. i like it think it's interesting but probobly no one else does. oh well.

what up?

Alright, so we're in our 5th week of summer everyone, soak it up! I'm doing OK, today has been a little slow and I've been feeling in a sort of depressing mood, I dunno why. I actually took a nap today, which was weird, since I NEVER take naps... ever. I've been really lazy today.
Well, it's my parent's 15th wedding anniversery, so congratulaions to them! They're out right now, pbrobobly trying to call and not getting through because we have dialup internet, ha ha. Oh well they should be enjoying they're meal anyway, they need a break. My parnets are really great actually. I know I sound like a dork, but I mean it.
well gg. fredy's here.

highlights

ok - highlights of my summer thus far, in order:

1. Becca's graduation party
2. Caitlin's birthday party
- nightime capture the flag!
3.Bond Park Track party
4. Scott and Shelia's house for lunch
5. Summer Practice with my favorite people in the world
6. Auditions for Alice and Wonderland w/ Sara
7. Mean Girls w/ NIck and Ben and Sara
8. Crashing turner farms pool with Sara and Mel
9. Working at Outback
- hottest coworkers haha
-my sweet fellow hostesses
-fooooood
-$$$
10. Not failing any classes, and no D's
11. Ashley Murr quality time
12. MODEST MOUSE
-getting to see all my seniors i miss!!
- Tony, Rob, Dennis,Stewert
-Rock on w/ Mel
- Sara, Lauren,Jenny, Amanda, and Caitlin!
- SO GOOD LIVE!!!
13. Sleepover after MOdest MOuse
14. Spending theday w/ Mel
15. Greensboro
-nose bleed
-HBO at 1 am ( nuff said)
-ghetto hot tub
- sweet men hitting on me in the car on the way there
-biscuitville, hams
- " that looks like the female reproducitve system."
"baby, that's gross"
-no free stuff??
16. Bethany quality time

summertime

it's finally summer and i couldn't be happier. i've been running this week, which is fun, every morning at 7:45. i'm actually not lying, i do like it , i get to see everyone i love, and some people i hate, well actually really just one. ha ha. tonite was my frist nite working at outback, which was really fun. the nicest people in the world work there, no lie. i enjoyed it, even though my feet KILL. working is roough on the feet. plus i have to ride my bike to wkr and i have to run every morning at 7:45, so uh i'm getting my exercise. other than that, just chilling with the important peoople in my life, family and my bestest friends. uh that's about it. - Bernadette

whew

wow, i have to say that in the past month, i have been through more shit than ever before in my life, and i don't say that in a feel bad for me kinda way, i mean it's simply it's the truth. To summarize, i had the worst track season of my life, when it was the most important year for running, yeah we had states last weekend, which was a total bust for me, although we did win it as a team.... i still scored some points rather pathetically. i really have nothing to blame it on, i think at that point i was just so physically and mentally exhausted from everything, i just didn't have anything left, which is bad i know, but it's all over now.
so first off is track, secondly is everything with mary evelyn. right now she's home and just slowly gaining weight and getting ready to have surgery. my parents have a meeting with the cardiologist on June 14th and that's when we find out when the surgery will be. it's probobly going to be towards the end of the summer. But, until then we don't know what our summer holds. we don't know if we'll be able to travel or anything. we were supposed to go to NY but everything in life has been put on hold. so far for this summer, these are the plans: 1. XC camp w/ my girls!! 2. Journalsim camp at UNC, don't hate it's really cool. 3. Jason's lake house w/ Mel... most def happening soon 4. Topsail island- CFL reunion Kathryn? 5. trips to d-town to see all those ppl. That's all the plans for now, we'll see what else develops
Next up is drama with boy (s) and friends, i guess i probobly would be safe writing about it on here sine NO ONE reads this shit, but i'm not into putting everything out there for everyone to read... so yeah sorry just know there was drama.
Then there are grades, holy shit, i have a D in Mrs. Brown's class... wow, that's pathetic i know, i'm praying it goes up with ALL the extra credit i have,and i'm thinking it will, but my grades are suffering.

OK so that's my life, but things are starting to settle, Finally and I have to say througout all of this there's one thing that has kept me sane, love from the people I care about most.... My family and my friends are what keeps me alive, when I am at the END of my line, and I would not have survived this past month without them, everyone who's been there fore me I have to just say THANK YOU right now, for everything, your sacrifices, your listening to me complain, your kindness, i love you all so much.
I'm gonna go but I can't wait til summer, it's fast approaching, only exams and SAT's left until freedom. wish me luck. LOVE, BERNADETTE