At ariel's house

Hey hey hey,
I'm at ariels house right now, for her graduation par-tay. moira and ariel and ellen headed out to the pool but laura and i weren't really in swimming moods sooo uh we're in here. yeah kinda bored..

deep stuff

Two nights ago I went to a memorial for Don Clark Pearson, and it was a good experiance. Don was the cross country coach at East Chapel Hill high school, and went to Chapel Hill high school when he was younger. My Dad used to write about him in the Chapel Hill News. Don commited sucicide last summer. So, 2 days ago would have been Don's birthday, so we celebrated, had cake and told stories about Don. Now, as corny as it may sound it made me realize that life is short and you never relize when you are going to lose someone.
Also I was thinking about seeing as life is short, I should write about things that are more meaningful... If something were ever to happen to me and you were to read my journals,. you would find worthless shit about like guys I had crushes on in the 6th grade. Where as I want to let everyone know how much they mean to me, and about my life.
So, I"m gonna publish this and write the rest later because I already wrote everything out and it was erased when the computer messed up. :-( ok well peace, bernadette

meh, first day of summer.... I guess

It's the first day of summer I suppose. I mean it's the first Monday that we're not at school. Yay! My day was rather uneventful though. I went to practice this morning, and wow we had 17 girls show up, which is insane! That's so many girls. Plus we have these kind of new coaches like Joe, and Nick Mangum. We did out and back course just on the main road, which was alright. I actually kind of like the little sophomores who joined our team. They're alright.

Let's see so I get back from practice, and my Dad is like let's get mad at Bernadette for everything she's ever done! I dunno like he just all of the sudden started yelling at me. Eventually I just started crying, and then he was like I guess I'm sorry, or whatever. So, I dunno... that sucked. He says that I don't appriciate him. Which I don't think he understands just how much I do for him. Like, let's think, why am I a runner? Oh yeah that's right because of my Dad. Why am I doing the newspaper? Oh that's right, because of my Dad. Why do I call my parents constantly whenever I spend the night with people, oh yeah to make them happy. And, why do I like never do crazy shit, oh yeah because of my parents. Oh well I'm over it. i gg peace, bernadette

in earth science again

sweet that exam just dominated me.... and i'm so pissed that i still have a "C" in spanish, even though i studied my ass of for the exam and got an 88 on it. yeah, that's awesome. I've made straight A's in spanish my whole life and all of the sudden i have a "C"... that rocks.
wow, bernadette's life seems really interesting...not....
um, me and bernadette def just failed our earth science exam ( megan)
anyway i guess i'm out, gotta study for english so that i don't fail that too.

peace, bernadette

More exams...

Ok so 2 more days, nothing I can't handle. Spanish exam was alright too actually, I suppose all this studying is actually paying off. Oh and just a note to everyone at my lunch table from this year, I love all of you, each one. Even if I was mean sometimes, or add, or annoyed you to death with my talking I still love you all. I really hope we have a good lunch again next year like we had this one.
you know looking back on this year, it really has been a good one. Melissa and I were talking ( how unusual) and we were just saying how we've really accomplished everything we wanted to accomplish this year. I mean it all started back with Operation Orange, which some of you might remember, and then there was the ever changing thousands of OPP's after that. Although some of them did work, and are kind of still going on. Plus we won states for the first time ever, and I became editor for next year, and mastered the guitar. Plus I think I really figured out who my friends are this year, and I'm so happy about that. The people I've surrounded myself with this year, have been amazing. I don't know what I would have done without all my friends.
Lunch at IHOP rocked my life! ha ha Everyone the waitress at the IHOP on Capital Blvd. Is sooo nice, yay free sundaes! I'm gonna miss everyone this summer, and we have to get together and just do lunch like we did today, if not more. Peace b/c I've gotta study! Love, Bernadette

3 more days

sooo 2 hardest exams are over.. thank God! curtis's theo exam wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. if you studied you'll be fine. geometry was alright too i think. i was proud of myself on my mid-term for geo.. yay A! and i beat certain really smart ppl in my class. geo what a great class, i'm gonna miss all you add mother fuckers. ha ha not it was really good tho. speaking of ppl in goe.. brian i love your hair! i think i wanna cut mine, although not buzzed like brian's. tomorrow i have spanish w/ krull.. omg, i think i'll be fine as long as i study, but i'm procrastinating on that one at the moment. i'll probably go do it in a few.
omg i'm so glad it's almost summer tho! my summer is going to rock! i can't believe i leave for nicaragua in like 2 weeks. i'm soooo excited. it should be amazing.
oh man and sorry i have to brag about myself real quick, i'd just like to say.. most valuable reporter, news editor for next year! yay! and also all conference in the mile, conference champion for the 2, all state for the 2- mile, 5th for the mile! 11:35 for the 2, 5:25 for the mile. holla! oh and some guitar award, that i'm pretty sure everyone got haha. still it's an award. ha ok well i better go study. bye! wish me luck...

you rock my life... ass hole

so let me just say leaving anonymous comments is pretty cool.... not! like if you're going to make a comment at least have the gut to say who left it.. coward.