Running, family, life

Well it's finally mid winter break, which is always a good time to just chill and catch up with people who i haven't seen in forvever. it's kind of amusing how things don't change at all sometimes.Ashley Murr nd I went out to dinner the other nite, and we're pretty much the same. I remember when we were like 8 and we played these lame games like try to make the other person laugh and we'd end up in complete hysterics no matter what, and well we almost always end up in hysterics no matter what. That's one thing I love about friends, no matter what happens, where you are, whatever the condtions they can always seem to make you feel better. Just so you all know I appriciate friends so much. Too bad I'm not hanging out with any now... oh wait my parents want me to be a hermit. I'm pretty convinvced of this fact actually. My Dad and I got in big fight like 2 days ago. He accused me of not caring about my family at all and all this other shit that's completely untrue, i think he honestly tries to piss me off sometimes. The main point of the fight was I should go out once every month and stay home cleaning and taking care of my sibs to show my true dedication to my family. Anyway, that kinda sucked, my break hasn't been bad by any streach tho. Saved is the funniest movie... I'm kinda in love with the gay guy in it, heh heh. I"M just so glad to not be at school, I"m getting like senioritis and I"m not even a senior. I seriously couldn't do any work the last week of school. Oh well. Hmm what else have I been doing? I think I write this just for myself, so i can figure out what's going on in my life i mean no one really reads it but that's ok... Well I won $105 dollars the other weekend in run for the roses. I got 3rd girl over all and sean and i won the couples race so we each got 50 for that. It was funny tho b/c when we went up to get our awards everytone thought we were together for real and was like awww. ha ha it made me laugh.ASo So I got to get some new shoes. and i'm already like stocking up on clothes for nexet year when i'm done wearing white polos. so i've done a lotta shopping. I wrote a letter to the editor yesterday about how CAFTA which the Bush administration is supporting is an idiotic idea, althought I didn't put it in those words. Well i'm gonna go. Thanks to all my friends, you keep me sane. ha love, bernadette