Good Friday... literally

Hello Everyone!

Well today was a nice day, although I'm pretty much about to give up on my blog since no one ever reads it, apparently, because I even tried the shout out thing and got no comments- but whatever, I guess this is good for me to have anyway. To keep track of myself.
So it's spring break, it's ok I guess, except my Dad and I got in the BIGGEST fight ever 2 nights ago and he was just bitching me out for like 2 hours without stopping, for no reason. But I get my new car next week which is really sweet, and I get my prom dress on Tuesday! I walked in the pilgrimage today, Blake didn't show, big surprize there.ha ha But that was good I guess then I went to Raleigh Relays which was fun, cold but fun. Fredy ran really excellent. well i gg. mom's yelling. -Bernie

ALMOST THERE

Hey!
So it's almost spring break- I have 2 more days of school. I can't wait, even thought it's not like I have any kick ass plans, I just need a break from school.
As for me, I'm at the Biesack's house right now. I just got back from a weekend at the SLC retreat, which I was kind of forced to go on and MISS COTILLION ... but it was pretty good anyway. We all went to the Anti-War rally in Fayetteville, which was AMAZING. Seriously it was so empowering to be there with all those other people who supported the troops but were against the war.
Tons of military families came and even soldiers who had been to Iraq and were against the war- that was intense to see. There were like 1,500 people there, it was awesome. I definetly saw Dr. Sprauge there too.
So it was a good weekend. Played my favortie 20 questions all the way home. :-)
Oh which reminds me of last weekends trip to NIC, it was really great. I didn't run well at all but I had so much fun. Driving the suburbans up was excellent and so was playing 20 questions lke non stop on that trip ha. MOre on that later I gg eat dinner.
Love,
Bernadette

horrible day

Today was awful- i'm completely stressed out to the max because i won't be at school after 6th period on Thursday so I'm missing so much class and right at the end of the quarter missing class is a BITCH. ha ha awnyway i just have huge amounts of work and i shouldn't be on the computer right now, but hey i needed a break from straight studying for hours.
secondly i'm really sick of FAKE so many people are, i hate it so much when i think someone is my firned and it turns out they totally are not or they talk shit about me when i'm not there. when i have a problem with someone, i usually don't pretend to like them or talk to them all the time, but maybe that's just me.
i really hope NIC goes well, i bet it will and i bet i'll have fun, but i dunno that's just stressful too you know? soo yeah i dunno there's just a lotta shit going on with a few of my friends that i don't even feel like talking about.
i mean i just have to keep thinking things can always be worse, and i have friends who have my back that i'm SO thankful for- and a family who loves me, plus although my calves are about to fall off, i'm doing well at track so it's ok.
plus i'm not so sure about prom... i have no clue what i'm gonna do... whatever, i don't wanna think about it right now, too much on my mind as it is.
so anyway i'm gonna go get back to work, but that's today in a nutshell: sucked. goodnight, i love my friends so much, thank you. -Bernie

shout outs continued:

Jenny Logan: where the hell would i be without you? you're seriously so motivational and i mean that! you're so cute!

Jack- ok you asked for one so here you go- sucks that you live so far away, wish i got to see you more...

Ben- thank you so much for always making me feel better no matter what, you mean so much to me

Claire- you're an amazing runner believe that and sweet

Ashley Unruh - you have a beautiful voice and it's been nice to have you on the team this season

Mimi- YOU ROCK- chem would be death without you and you're an excellent listener.

lamest blog ever

OK- so after looking at some other blogs, and hearing from Kaye a thousand times, i've decided my blog really sucks- so i'm trying to improve on it, soon when i have some time i'll try to add some pictures and other excting stuff, websites, i dunno, someone tell me how to make this cooler, than maybe people will read it...

Anyway, today was a really nice day. I came into it after an excellent weekend, thanks to sara, the people at autobell, the kochs and the warners, ha ha. sooo you know how when the weather is nice it almost makes everything better? well todays weather was freaking amazing, that's always really great. then i had two tests, ferris ( boooo) and english for sir/dad/ scranton ( my coach for those of you who don't know, might as well be my dad, same pretty much, heh heh) english i think i did well on, history, who knows, it's really whatever mr ferris decides, how he's feeling on the day he grades. oh well. i also found out i can't get into spanish 4 honors next year, which i'm sufficiently pissed about- damn it mrs kruell, i completely blame her, completely.
Anyway that's definetly enough about school- i'm so so so excited about NIC next weekend, melissa and i are in the winners circle so i mean we're definetly going, we won the races to see who gets to go. me the mile mel the half... yessssss. so anyway we get to get TONS of free stuff, and it's just all my best friends on a trip! i can't wait- like last year, i got suspended, which my parents and scranton remineded me about today, but it was still excellent. i kinda miss all my old xc ppl from last year, i got to see jenny today tho, jenny you're seriously like my hero, what a good captian.
anyway running is excellent, school is good, boys- we're getting there ha ha yeah xc girls we have the plan, frineds= amazing, family is great!
here's some shout outs:

melissa- i love you so much, i'd be NOWHERE without you, HLM naturally and winners circle

justine- omg we've become amazingly close this year and i love you so much jus! where would i be w/o you... alone at lunch!

jason- you're amazing, always have been always will be- i trust you insanely and i'm so blest to have you

lauren- why are you so perfect?

patrick- you're such a role model for me, no joke, i'd be a coke addict by now without you, ha ha jk but i really do look up to you buddy

heather- omg trista the paparattzi !

tommy- your mom's cool

david- oh my puppy you're the best

sean- even tho you're full of false promises it's cool, we're alright

kathryn- you're the best, i mean that, we are rising up.....

ok that's all i have time for, but i love all of you so much i'll do some more later!
ONE LOVE- Bernadette

PS: NEW CAR ON APRIL 1ST!!!! AHHHH