horrible day

Today was awful- i'm completely stressed out to the max because i won't be at school after 6th period on Thursday so I'm missing so much class and right at the end of the quarter missing class is a BITCH. ha ha awnyway i just have huge amounts of work and i shouldn't be on the computer right now, but hey i needed a break from straight studying for hours.
secondly i'm really sick of FAKE so many people are, i hate it so much when i think someone is my firned and it turns out they totally are not or they talk shit about me when i'm not there. when i have a problem with someone, i usually don't pretend to like them or talk to them all the time, but maybe that's just me.
i really hope NIC goes well, i bet it will and i bet i'll have fun, but i dunno that's just stressful too you know? soo yeah i dunno there's just a lotta shit going on with a few of my friends that i don't even feel like talking about.
i mean i just have to keep thinking things can always be worse, and i have friends who have my back that i'm SO thankful for- and a family who loves me, plus although my calves are about to fall off, i'm doing well at track so it's ok.
plus i'm not so sure about prom... i have no clue what i'm gonna do... whatever, i don't wanna think about it right now, too much on my mind as it is.
so anyway i'm gonna go get back to work, but that's today in a nutshell: sucked. goodnight, i love my friends so much, thank you. -Bernie

shout outs continued:

Jenny Logan: where the hell would i be without you? you're seriously so motivational and i mean that! you're so cute!

Jack- ok you asked for one so here you go- sucks that you live so far away, wish i got to see you more...

Ben- thank you so much for always making me feel better no matter what, you mean so much to me

Claire- you're an amazing runner believe that and sweet

Ashley Unruh - you have a beautiful voice and it's been nice to have you on the team this season

Mimi- YOU ROCK- chem would be death without you and you're an excellent listener.